For This Time...

Hello, diary!

Today I come back again to my lovely old blog a.k.a diary :)

It's been long time and I nervous anyway (lebay :p)

Hmm..

Now i'm almost 23 years old, at this May exactly.. I rarely touched and updated this blog again

Presently I work at office where is not far from my house,

The company is not so big, but it is well developed and DIFFERENT from others

Why different?

Yeah, the representative of recent owner (then she said the real owner of the company was The Almighty God) explained that we have to work  in purpose of changing our mindset,

We work for God,

Not for money,

By working, we love God more which mean we are willing to turn our characteristic to be Godly man

I admit changing character which has been carving for years is not easy at all,

However I know God has provide way for me to be able to engage in this matter, until the end

As long as I want and I don't quit to walk this life with Him

Honestly, I am quite anxious,

It has been 1 year I worked in my recent company,

Try to figure out if time has arrived to move to another job,

Not because I am willing to earn better salary

I graduated last May 2013,

Actually it's normal thing if fresh graduated plan to get job that suitable to her major in university

So what am I worrying?

I don't know *sigh..*

It would be difficult decision to leave my current job,

Also, I am afraid to get into a real life, where the climate of new workplace allowed you to cheat on your colleagues to achieve higher promotion, even using dirty tricks,

I often hear kinda stuff and so on,

Nah.. Sounds like I am a crybaby child,

I must wake up! Be brave!

What should I have to be afraid of? I have Big God :)